Define 命中注定....

如果你愛一個人，隨遇而安，讓她自由的飛，如果最後她還是回到你身邊, 那就是命中注定的.

I really in love..

Starting the first day i saw her.. The person i always think of before i went to bed is her and the first person i think of before opening my eye in the morning is also her.. If there is one question that i want to know about her but i dont have the answer i couldnt get a good sleep that night.most probably will be rolling one the bed for 2 to 3 hours.. when i saw her very close to her guy friend and thats make me jealous or both of them is boy and gf already??? i dont know...but i owes remind myself to be a gentlement.. they just very good friend.. :-) Everytime when i know i going to see her i will tell myself first not to do this and not to say that.. but owes failed to do so.... i know i had going to far and i feel that is start to avoid me abit???

is actually 7.30 am now but im here blogging... head is abit pain cuz might be yesterday i have drank too much.. i think today is the earliest day i woke up for the pass 3 years? hmm... actually there is something bothering me.. Yeah you right.. is Her.. the girl i in love with.. yesterday i actulally did tell her that i love her and say that i wanna take care of her.. and she just reply No.. how sad ist.. im not drunk at that time.. i drank lots but im 80% awake.. im really serious of what i say.. i really mean it.. i know that relationship cannot be rush.. rushing ususally not my pratice in love..but dunno why this time everything is like not in my control... i need her to know what im thinking.. but for her im going to far... im sorry...

After debating between me and myself.. i decided to give both of us time to know more about each other.. thats the only chances i have now.. what should i do now is study hard and get good results.. so that i can have a good career in the future and can give more promise to her..

wish me luck. ^^V

Believe love in first sight?

For the pass 10 years when i start understand what is love. i always disagree with love at the first sight.. i will always tell ppl that you cant love a person at the first second u see him/her.. may be yes BUT only at the first min.. or the first few hours.. or may be even for the first few days... then the felling will be slowly gone.. and you will find that you dont really like the person..

Actually im WRONG.. I have proofed myself wrong... love at first sight actually exist...

Some facts about guys....

1 Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)

2 Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3 Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4 Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him

5 Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.

6 Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

7 Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

8 Guys get jealous easily.

9 Guys are more emotional than they'd
like people to think.

10 Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

Early in the morning...

The family staying above me start the renovation work, woken up by those eeeee rrrrrrrr dududuududu ererererererrerererer annoying sound... HATE IT... but what to do... we are "neighbour"...

Yesterday went to watch Horton.. the story is about an elephant with a tiny speck of dust which he think that there is life on it.. Very nice cartoon.. Highly recommend.. The elephant is so cute, funny, adorable bla bla bla... haha... some part of the story is touching and some part is very funny... willl give a 4/5 rating for it..

WhEN I say I love YOu.. I REally mean it..

让我爱你，照顾你，保护你好吗? 不用很久。。。一辈子就够了。。

I found something..

It is not the right way to change yourself because you love him or you want him to love you.Because if he love you he wouldnt want you to change yourself. just be who you are, if you end up becoming a totally different person, you will not be happy..

holiday...

Holiday started..HURRAY..Hahahahah..

new gadget...

last week at the IT show bought myself a 'green' colour samsung mp3 player.. why grenn? cuz i like to be extraordinary.. saw many ppl using white black pink blue... the sales girl told me that green colour not much ppl buy, so at last i decide to buy the green one. come with one silicon protector, samsung earphone, ac adapter. another thing i bough was ram, 1GB for my laptop.. now total got 2 GB. today added another thing in the list "Microsoft Wireless laser desktop 6000".. WAOOO... currently typing this blog using my new keybard... bery nice to use..highly recommend.. the only con is the receiver is the big oval not so ugly one.. guess how much.. i wont tell you.. i bought it at 45% cheaper than the market price.. why so cheap? bid one lo.. brand new OK...

在你心中有这样的一个人吗？.

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
　
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。.

不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。.

他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。


你宁愿这样关心他， 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？


很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。也是可惜，也是遗憾！但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . .

my first blog..

This is my first time writing a blog. let me introduce myself. Im a Magician, i solve peoples realtionship problem. i make sad people become happy , happy ppl become happpier. many people come to me to share their sadness and happiness. No matter you are sad , happy, lonely or anything come, talk to me. i'm a magician.

if you want to chat with me you can add me at
magicianz_@hotmail.com

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