女孩应该原谅男孩的10个地方

1 如果你喜欢他就告诉他，即使他拒绝了，也不会丢面子，因为在他心里，会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。

2 如果他喜欢你，要明确告诉他你对他的感情，喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就是不喜欢，千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决，不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃，因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。

3 男孩子也有自己的脾气，只是因为爱你而压抑着，不要总是任性，有时他们的决定也很有道理.

4 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气，那时因为爱你，把你当成最亲，最贴心，最有安全感的人，千万不要冲他发脾气反击，静静的等着，等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。

5 他为你准备的东西，即使再难看，再廉价，也要去珍惜，因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。

6 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活，要给他鼓励，因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。

7 不要总是打探他去哪，告诉他注意安全，你会等着他就可以。

8 不要总说~我爱你~，他会半真半笑着说你烦，但不要不说，因为有时候，他们比女孩子更需要这句。

9 他为你掉眼泪了，那么他是真的非常爱你，珍惜他的每一滴泪，不要道歉，不要安慰，握着他的手，默默的为他擦去泪滴。

10 要信任他，他爱你，就什么都不会骗你，即使真的有欺骗，也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。

Motivation

爱的故事

　男孩和女孩初恋的时候﹐男孩为女孩折了一千只纸鹤﹐挂在女孩

的房间里。男孩对女孩说﹐这一千只纸鹤﹐代表我一千份心意。



　　那时候﹐男孩和女孩分分秒秒都在感受着恋爱的甜蜜和幸福。



　　后来女孩渐渐疏远了男孩。女孩结婚了﹐去了法国﹐去了无数次

出现在她梦中的巴黎。女孩和男孩分手的时候﹐对男孩说﹐我们都必

须正视现实﹐婚姻对女人来说是第二次投胎﹐我必须抓牢一切机会﹐

你太穷﹐我难以想象我们结合在一起的日子……男孩在女孩去了法国

后﹐卖过报纸﹐干过临时工﹐做过小买卖﹐每一项工作他都努力去做

。许多年过去了﹐在朋友们的帮助和他自己的努力下﹐他终于有了自

己的一家公司。他有钱了﹐可是他心里还是念念不忘女孩。



　　有一天下着雨﹐男孩从他的黑色奥迪车里看到一对老人在前面慢

慢地走。男孩认出那是女孩的父母﹐于是男孩决定跟着他们。他要让

他们看看自己不但拥有了小车﹐还拥有了别墅和公司，让他们知道他

不是穷光蛋﹐他是年轻的老板。男孩一路开慢车跟着他们。雨不停地

下着﹐尽管这对老人打着伞﹐但还是被斜雨淋湿了。到了目的地﹐男

孩呆了﹐这是一处公墓。他看到了女孩﹐墓碑的瓷像中女孩正对着他

甜甜地笑。而小小的墓旁﹐细细的铁丝上挂着一串串的纸鹤﹐在细雨

中显得如此生动。



　　女孩的父母告诉男孩﹐女孩没有去巴黎﹐女孩患的是癌症﹐女孩

去了天堂。女孩希望男孩能出人头地﹐能有一个温暖的家﹐所以女孩

才做出这样的举动。她说她了解男孩﹐认为他一定会成功的。女孩说

如果有一天男孩到墓地看她﹐请无论如何带上几只纸鹤。男孩跪下去﹐

跪在女孩的墓前﹐泪流满面。清明节的雨不知道停﹐把男孩淋了个透

。男孩想起了许多年前女孩纯真的笑脸﹐男孩看的心就开始一滴滴往

下淌血。



　　这对老人走出墓地的时候﹐看到男孩站在不远处﹐奥迪的车门已

经为老人打开。汽车音响里传出了哀怨的歌声﹐“我的心﹐不后悔﹐

反反复复都是为了你﹐千纸鹤﹐千份情﹐在风里飞……”

School start tmr ^^V

yo.. after a mth of boring time. finally tmr school start liao.. although this term is the most difficult term but im so gan cheong looking forward for it.. hehe..

ok.. short one.. hehe

为什么? 不想是任何人的代替品。。

哈罗! 很奇怪吧。为什么会是华文的。因为我知道有一个笨蛋会来读。所以。哈哈哈。。十一天前的今天 。。十月六日。。 是个很特别的日自子.。。那一天我找到了一 些东西。。。是什么呢?是感觉。一种很特别的感觉。。这种感觉不是三言两语可以解释得到的。。

在这世界的另外一个角落。。。有一个女生爱上了一个她重来没有见过面的男生。没见过那为什么又会爱山呢? 也许是感觉吧。。又是感觉。。感觉真的那么厉害吗? 我也不知道。

既然感觉真的那么厉害，那这感觉又是那里来的呢 ? 谈天说地的时候? 甜言密语的时候? 我觉得是承诺。承诺又是什么呢? 承诺就是对一个人的答应。也许承诺多了就会有感觉。

Giving a promise is easy but keeping a promise is difficult.. A Man is faithful to his gf.. A man never lie to his gf.. Breaking a promise = lying.. Be a man..

在感情的世界里承诺真的那么重要吗? 我觉得是很重要。不要问我为什么。就是很重要。就应为我知道很重要所以我不会随便许下任何的承诺。也许是还没有事业有成吧。但我在这里可以给你一个承诺。那就是当我事业有成时我会在给你更多的承诺。。

小弟是第一次用华文写。如果以上有什么看不懂的情多多包含。

Johor Trip

Yeah..BAck from johor.. hehe.. agian as usual will go eat seafood after the shooping.. this time also really eat till full full.. and the boss is so kind giving us a free coconut puding to eat.. It is a coconut agar agar in the coconut..haha.. can understand ? If cannot call me.. I'll tell you.. YEah.. the boss of cuz will be so kind..cuz whenever we go also we spend like RM120- 150 for 3 person..

I only bought 5 shirt nia lo... not so enough lehh.. haiz.. 1 x converse 2 x Body Glove and 2 x Astro Boy.. hehehe.. ARghhh.. Not enough.. there is still many other things i wanted to buy but no buy :(

When come back, this time is got a bit exception.. The bus que is not long but we agian walk across the bridge.. haha.. and sun bian see if the turning water is still turning.. yeah is not Turning anymore.. But this time i found something very funny and interesting.. LOOK


cannot see?









Here you go...


The Road sign is up side down hanging up there..



Oh yea.. i also had my hair cut.. RM33 Cut and Wash at REDs not bad.. hehe.. bye bye my long hair and welcome my spicky.. ^^V

Holiday-ing

Yo.. Yea i know long time i didnt update my blog liao and there is people complaining why always nothing one when come.. ok.. i iwll tell you all what i up to lately...

Having holiday now.. first week of holiday..went out on wed to Adam Tan house for hari raya visit.. thats all for today..ahhaha.. will be going to johor for shooping and seafood agian this coming sunday.. yum yum...

Recently more foucs on my other blog writing about computers, networking, information security and so.. If interested u can go visit.

http://www.computerknowledgemagician.blogspot.com/

Really dont what to write already.. hehe.. will update agian when i come back from johor..and see weather the turning water is still there..^^V

Selamat Hari Raya

Selamat Hari Raya to ALL my Malays friend.. ^^V

First night race in the history..

Yo..This is the first time i watch a F1 race from the start till he end. haha... cuz is the first night race in the formula one history.. and it is host in singapore.. i dun have $$$ to buy the tickets to go watch live but i buy some snacks and sit at home to watch it live on tv..haha.. The result:

1st - Fernando Aloson (Renault)
2nd - Nico Rosberg (Williams-TOyota)
3rd - Lewis Hamilton (McLaren-Mercedes)

Many disaster happening during the race. here are some of the unofficially summary.


Nelsinho Piquest is the first to crash in the race at the 13rd laps.Adrian Sutil is the second one to crash.. The cause of this crash is when a ferrari driver got his way wrong on the track and try to turn back, the incoming car(Adrian Sutil)doesnt react fast enough and got his car crash into the wall. The third car which crash is Ferrari's Kimi Räikkönen which crash himself into the wall at the 57th laps.

During the pit stop Felipe Massa ferrari driver drive off before the fuel pump is detached from his car then he need to wait his team mechanic to run over to his car and detach the fuel pump before he can drive out and this resulting him finish at the 13th place.

Overall the race is nice and very exciting.^^V

Finish exam..

Yeah Yeahh.. Finally exam is over.. now having a mth holiday..Hmm.. what can i do during this mth ? work ? i dunno.. abit lazy.. hehehe.. prepare for the next term module.. sure will... Im thinking of getting another certification..The comptia security+..but is $485 for the exam i think.. so expensive :(.. not very confident to take.. cuz it need more than 70 or 80% to pass... is either pass or fail.. if you more than 70 then pass.. if less than 70 pay another $485 and take agian..

so this to take really slake like a pig at home doing nth... yea.. one more sad thing.. i gain 5kg during the last two mths.. :(..keep on eat and eat and eat non stop.. everytime exam time when pressure will eat eat eat one..dunno why.. so back to like last time..fat agian... haizz..need to start exercising liao.. ^^V ah bah.. sure i will one..hehe

I had started a new blog.. www.computerknowledgemagician.blogspot.com can go and support.. mainly will write somethings about computers...

is a chinese song..

uh- la la la...

最难以渡过谁陪我 陪著我一直不放手
当泪流在眼眸 是谁让我依靠诉说?
有了快乐欢笑时候 和谁享受?
曾有过和我双手紧紧握 是谁?
全都想起在我心里头

我和你分开两端 别离渡过的夜晚
只见月娘在天边 泪一点一滴流
我和你分开两端 别离渡过的夜晚
只见月娘在天边 泪一直流

真的坚强 怎样才对 让我心明白的人那是谁?
又曾是谁 温柔以对 那感觉让我有体会?
有了谁 让我才会 开始想迈步去追?
希望谁 手指放我发间 轻轻抚慰?
是谁有 耐心守著陪著我 不放弃念头?
这我不忘一直放心中

我曾有 没有方向迷路的时候
也有过 长路漫漫那种感受
只能够 喃喃自语地对自己说
就这样没有什么...

但愿今天到永久 祈祷这歌声能够
能传到你左右 在你身边停留
但愿今天到永久 祈祷这歌声能够
能传到你左右 陪你停留

但愿今天到永久 祈祷这歌声能够
能传到你左右 在你身边停留
但愿今天到永久 祈祷这歌声能够
能传到你左右 陪你停留

ha-a-a-

Quote

What it is truly be a man? IT has absolutely nothing to do with money, achievement, skills, professions, degrees, accomplishment. A real man loves his wife. A real man is faithful to his wife and a real man put his wife and his children as the most important thing In his life. ~

Frank Abagnale

Cute

TIme need to get ready to go out between boys and girls.



















This is why guy always need to wait for girls..

My words to her

I had shoot up my wish to u with fireworks into the sky, can u see it?
May be you are to busy, u have miss it. But
The fireworks had merge together with the sky and fade into dark cloud?
Whenever you see its rain, every drop of rain, is my wishes to u.

Random picture.

i macam very black ah. : (

Happy birthday Bunny

Birthday boy BUnny and ME

Happy bithday ^^V

Today is 2nd of sept..

Yeah.. wake up at noon time.. then forget about my project agian.. clicking around the internet and watching drama.. till 6 plus then go out have dinner at botak jones with frens.. after that went go do services with lun.. at there i bought two thing.. guest what...
















This one lo...
one box of kit kat

$15.50 hehehe..

and..



dun cheat by the angle..small bottle only.. 50ML

Back from johor...

YO.. just back from johor... went johor shopping and watch wallll eeeee... the movie ticket there is cheap comparing to singapore.. it cost us RM10.. but i think for many malaysian who work in malaysia will think it is very expensive.. cuz salary in malaysia is not high and things is expensive..

I like the wall eee adn evvaa.. hahaha.. nice cartoon.. i will give this cartoon a 9/10 score.. i dunno how to desribe how good is the cartoon.. you have to go and watch it to believe..haha. so part so touching.. ok.. for those who not yet watch. go and watch..gogogogo

Today i got my self 2 x shirt and 3 x jeans.. spend RM340.. convert back is like only S$140++.. so still cheap i think.. one item is less then S$30... after shopping around in city square, we went one place dunno where to eat seafood... wah.. damn full ok.. we order butter milk crayfish,fried chicken, salad you tiao, bbq stingray and frog... is my first time i eat frog... actually not realy very dare to eat..hahaha.. just throw inside my mouth and tell my self is fish when chewing..hahaha.. is nice thou.. not so bad..

After finish our dinner we took a taxi back to the checkpoint then back singapore.. taxi ride cost us RM8.. after passing the malaysia immigration.. guess what.. the last yellow bus which we usually took have left..then we got to take another bus but many people is queing.. so we decide to walk back again.. this is my 2nd time walking acrooss the bridge..this time i discover something very very stange.. i spot the water is turning and sucking everything around it into the water.. we stand there for around 10-15 min.. it still turning.. dunno what is it.. i even took a video.. haha.. but is a bit blur..




sorry..to watch this video u got to turn ur head a bit..

oh yea.. I got two weeks of so call" holiday ".. haha... actually is project and exam week...exam is one the 21.. and my project due on the 16th.. got to start working through the project and flip flip my course book already..

Bah wish me luck.. ^^V

Old songs.

Recently was digging many old and nice songs to listen.. They are really 经典.. Here are the some of the song that i like to recommend.

大海-张雨生
吻别-张学友
心如刀割-张学友
爱你一万年-刘德华
一起走过的日子-刘德华
练习-刘德华
忘情水-刘德华
爱如潮水-张信哲
月亮代表我的心-邓丽君 <--- i love this

If interested, can go find and listen.. downloading illegally is not recommended.. haha..support origianal.. ^^V

Recently very stress about the school project and coming exam.. actually im giving more than enough time to do.. but dunno why.. i just stress.. already been 3 days no touching anything about the project and exam.. just slack slack slack.. start to procrastinate agian..

oh yea.. remember that i bought a book " why procrastinate? a teenager guide to overcoming procrastinate ". where is it ah? oh yea.. is underneath my stack of book... slowly pull it out... flip flip a few pages.. dunno where i stop.. may be should really finish read the book then really wont be so lazy .. cuz really beign lazy for the pass few weeks...


agian that i sleep late at night. and now almost morning at 6am... I WANT sleep early wake up early..but i just cant... :( is not like im doing my work that i sleep so late may be can say early in the morning.. i just doing nth clicking around the internet..haiz..useless me..

is 30th aug.. im officially 23 year old 10 days.. Nth special for the pass 23 years.. just the same useless me... im going to finish my adv diploma in the end of the year and will start working.. really had to be very rajin already.. cuz not young... think i had say this when im 20 also.. same.. feel like there is something lack out.. hmmm? gf? dunno.. girls are sometimes very troublesome..but i really wish that there is a girl can come give me some trouble...haha.. ok..that is a wish..

ok.. First of the time i reveal myself for the end of the blog.. ^^V

Strong password part 2

Example of poor password:

o Password
o 1234356
o QAZWSX
o Qwerty
o imusinghpmonitor

the above password can be crack easily within a min. usually less then 10 seconds. izzit time to change ur password if it shown above? yes, you have to..


Example of strong password

o misSG123.local
o Sing@p0re
o G00dMoring
o T0d@yis@g00dd@y

Choosing a too complex password may result in shoulder surfing* when u type in the password slowly. so make sure that u can type in your password fast and dont need to look at the keybaord.


*shoulder surfing- where people try to look at what you key in during the time you type in your password.

Strong password

Yo.. today i decide to teach you guys how to construct a strong password and how to protect your password.

How important is a password? we need them to access our email account and log in our computer. But why we need it? if there is no password everyone can read our mail right? so we need a password which is only known by ourself then only we can secure our email account.

A strong password is designed to counter password cracking program. Some of the famous password carking methods are brute force attack, dictionary attack and password guessing. A weak password can be easily crack by this password cracking program in seconds.

Strong password must at least meet ALL of the following:

oContain both lower case and upper case character, (e.g. a, b, c…, A, B, C….)
oContain both numbers and punctuation characters. (e.g. 1, 2, 3…! @ , #, $)
oPassword must be at least 10 characters
oPassword CANNOT contain any part of the username
oPassword CANNOT contain any personal information such as family name, birth date, pets name, etc.

Password Protection Standards

A strong password must enforce with a good password protection standards in order to make it more difficult to be compromise.

Don’ts

oDon’t reveal a password to anyone, this include your boss, your superior and the IT administrator.
oDon’t use a password for multiple accounts.
oDon’t share your password with anyone.
oDon’t reveal or hint the format or way that you construct your password.
oDon’t use the remember password feature in of application.
oDon’t write down your password on a sticky note and “ hide” somewhere
oDon’t write your password in any questionnaire.

If you absolute have to write down your password, write in down and keep it in a locked cabinet or if you going to safe in a computer or diskette, use encryption. Writing down a password is strongly not recommended.

And last.. at least change your password every 4 - 6 months. This can also minimize people misuse your password.

is got thing dunno understand. can post at comment. i will reply asap..

Me 23 liao

Officially 23 year old liao.. ^^V

What is the colour of tennis ball?

For the pass 23 year i thought that tennis ball is grenn in colour.. till a 4 year old girl tell me is yellow. but i still insist to say is green.. but when i search the internet some source actually say is yellow.. so is green or yellow.. YEllow?



can some one tell me pls.. what colour is the tennis ball? any PRO tennis player?

As request by bunny.. another photo of him..

I think to much of the fren this is a rare picture.. he is smilling.. no act cool and look at the hair.. is not style..^^V

My 23rd birthday dinner..

Thanks all the ppl.fish & co staff for the birthday song.. My frens.. sing three different version of birthday song.. love you all.. Muakz.. the girls bought me a wallet.. very nice.. like it.. the guys bought me condom.. reallly want to *faint*.. i already knew what is it when i fell the present.. then they die die want me open it in the middle of the strett. luckily a bit late liao.. so not much people walking around.. haha..

Thanks my oversea friend who greet me through the line.. Hui chiet from malaysia.. thank you.. and sheng yi from tasmania..thanks you..


this is the gift from the girls..


gift from the guys.


why they buy me this??


Inside is what?


this one. *faint*


The guys bought me this.


this is draw by bunny.. wishing me 23rd happy birthday with the brithday day w/O "H"
but anyway like it.. thanks.


Inside of the card look like this.. Full of message.. Terima Kasih


Back of the card.


Nice?


this is bunny.the deisgner.


this is by fish&co and the picture and the top right is me and another guy celebrating his birthday at fish&co.


The Cake

Birthday wishes..

yo.. haha.. have been lazy and not blog for quite a long time.. im just lazy k.. haha.. my freinds keep on askng me to update my blog.. say owes come to my blog why same de.. hahhaa.. ok ok .. no i write write something ah... hmmm

ok.. My brithday is coming.. My birthday wish this year - i want to have a girlfriend - wah hahahha.. what type of girl i like? Make sure u can find one for me before u ask..hahaha... actually no one is prefect de la.. most important is the feeling.. IF there is prefect one i will like to have
1) know how to play musical instrument ( piano will be advantage )
2) know how to dance
3) know how to sing
4) must be cute
5) thinking must be mature
6) will do house chore
7) know how to cook ( cuz i like to eat )
8) CANNNOT agree with me all the time
9) when i ask go where eat or watch what movie cannot give me the answer " shui bian "

the above nine is my minimum requirement for ideal gf..haha. since no one is prefect so i just choose 4 and 5... hahaha..but also feeling.. the most important one.. thats my first birthday wish..

2nd birthday wish is hop i can do well in all my coming exam.. graduate and find a good job.. ssalary not need high but must enough for me to use.. hehe ^^V

3rd birthday wished is , i hope everyone is healthy and happy.. ^^V

sentosa day..

today is my first day at sentosa after like almost not being there since like primary school? haha.. we reach the beack at 11 plus.. after settle down the we start playing volley ball in a circle.. and it was like 12 pm.. the sun is up there above our head.. haha.. after like 15 min of jump hit misss.. everyone release hot ahh.. then we stop... sitting there watching leng loi in bikini.. but actually not that much... hahaha...

Today i did two first time in my life..hahaha.. what is that? that is trying to float..but i cant:(... my friend told me that u come out to more deep part and u slowly fang song then can float liao.. but hor.. i only drown.. sien... after 30mins of struggling there. i gave up... hahaha.. may be try agian next time... yeah i cant swim..

the second first time is beach volleyball..first time play volleyball at the beach.. is not easy de lor.. haha.. but is fun la.. our group go " challenge " other ppl.. lost the first game.. sien.. haha.. the later in the afternoon we go challenge other group of ppl again.. we got like 7 games in a row... damn tired.. really exhausted... but really very very fun... wish to go agian..ahahhahha..

bah tired liao.. sleep first.. ^^V

^,^ V

heh everyone... i know is a long time im not here.. hehehe.. was very busy.. hmm.. not so busy also la.. is just a bit lazy to blog.. 3 week of school liao.. this term abit busy with the school assigment.. cuz is a big one.. i need to do the design, planning and implementation myself.... big project..tough work.. need to read and write alots of thing which i hate.. but i have to...

recently dunno why i like found that many pretty girls around.. haha.where ever i go can see a few girl of my type.. go school.. in the bus in the train.. all around..hmm.. for the pass 2 years where am i ? hahaha.. sometimes i thing i really stress myself too much.. really need a break.. dun give myself so much pressure.. have a relax life.. look around there is many more beautiful thing...

im 23 next mth... looking back what i have done.. nth.. nth.. i got nth... for the pass five years what i have archive? nth.. i have wasted 5 years agian... looking forward for another 5 years.. where will i be.. who will i be at that time? i really dunno.. graduating from adv dip at the end of the year only if i pass all my module.. very stress... i just not that type of studying quality.. i dun like to study.. but i have to.. i know that study is important.. im owes doing it with the mood of i dont like.. i had try many times that trying to fall im love with the books.. i just cant.. hope i can pass all my module and get out of school soon.. after that will be another stage of my life.. work..

Money can let you have anything but not everything... is money important? How much is enough? How much you need in order not to worry anything till the day u die? 1 Million? 5 Million ? 10 Million ? or 1 Billion? is that human nature when then have something they will want more? remember that i watch a video.. the person say that.. when there is money in your pocket.. is that your money? when u die.. the money you no use.. is not yours.. you just a slave that protecting the money.. when you buy a watch for your friend and your friend tell his friend that the watch is you buy for him de.. then that watch is belong to you.. cuz is you buy de.. quite meaningful i think..

And why we human always like to buy 'burden'.. sometimes ppl bought a new car and after a year the plastic is still there.. why ? when the kids step on the cushion he will shout at the kids.. why ? we buy a car to comfort us.. but it seems like we are comforting the car.. is just like u buy a pen.. what is the different of using a mont blanc and a pilot? both can write right... when u lost ur pilot.. u will just say where is my pen and just buy a new one lo..but when u lost ur mont blanc.. u will emo for few days.. are we buying " burden " ?

recently i owes hope that i can strike TOTO or the singapore sweep.. hahahha.. and start planning how to use the money.. $2 200 000 leh.. waooo.. i will put $2 000 000 in the bank and get interest.. and it is enough for me to survive and spend the $200 000 buy car, go travel.. bla bla bla.. nonsense.. ok wake up...

Lastly next month is my birthday.. olympic in china.. ^^V

fever:(

sien la.. having fever.. temp up down up down... sometime norma..soetimes go as high as 38.7.. hope tmr will fully recover..

Amazing maths

1 x 8 + 1 = 9
12 x 8 + 2 = 98
123 x 8 + 3 = 987
1234 x 8 + 4 = 9876
12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765
123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654
1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321

1 x 9 + 2 = 11
12 x 9 + 3 = 111
123 x 9 + 4 = 1111
1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111
12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111
123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111
1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111
12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111
123456789 x 9 +10= 1111111111

9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888
98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888

1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 121
111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 = 123454321
111111 x 111111 = 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321
11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321
111111111 x 111111111 = 12345678987654321

looking at beautiful thing can make u happier..

this world is very complicated

this world is very complicated...there is many people which is very good outside but have a evil heart.. that is why owes have my own principle and i always tell my friend that

" Do not trust or believe what you hear, believe what you see but not 100%. What you see can be something that people purposly do and let you see so that you will believe something.SO SEE,THINK and ANALYSE.. weather the thing u see is true or fake "

:P

yesterdy went to have dinner and movie with friend.. the first day i went out after my exam... is like 3 to 4 days i didnt step out of my house... haha,, having dinner at botak jones's new outlet at yishun here.. the potion is so big.. i only manage to finsih the chicken and the closlaw.. left over all the fries there. :(

then went GV watch a movie.Wanted..hahaha..the movie is super kua zhang de lo...anywhere.. going to sleep...

Im back.

yo..everyone.. sorry for not blog for quite a sometimes.. was busy for my exam and project presentation things.. now everything is over.. kinda relax.. Having ten days holiday.. dunno what to do. but i will use it wisely...

July is coming..hmm.. wanna find a part time job.. if not i really will get rot.. still remember last time when we are in secondary school and call someone you love.. we owes can talk for long hours.. i remember i called someone and talk for 4 hours and straigh in a week.. dunno what we talking about..hahaha.. not doing it after i leave secondary schoool... almost 5 years.. BUT.. this morning..hahaha..

Talked to a girl for two hours..SIGHHHHH...hahaha..her voice is sweet and owes smile... fell like im back to secondary school life.. hide under the blanket and talk softly.. hehhe..

for the pass 2 mth.. spend alot.. over spend by mnay many many... realy so broke... i think even the uncle selling tissue one is richer than me.. need to find so part time to have some income.. wish me luck.. k la.. till here.. will blog agian.. ^^V

Finally exam over..

Yeah.. finally. exam is over.. now scare for result:(. cuz i think im not doing so well.. nvm .. having 10 days of holiday.. dunno how to spend the ten day.. rather have class.. haha..

^^V

yo.. exam is coming and im still slacking.. OMG.. pls wake up.. this whole week i do nothing about my assingment exam and presentation.. i just dunno why im doing that... on friday watched kung fu panda.. so funny.. and the panda is so cute.

just now i did something that i do it for my first time.. that is walking from malaysia to singapore.. hahaha.. yeah.. is just from johore then cross the bridge..

when in jb today with some friends.. and go jusco shopping.. wauu.. so big the shopping center and is much mocre bigger that city square... i bought 10 x kit kat there..thats all.. haaha.. and we went to buy so P DVD and songs... hehehehe.. after buying the CDs we head to have our dinnner.. Total damage is RM236 for 8 person.. so each person just paid RM30.. less than S$13.. and we haaving nestum prawn.. butter ,milk prawn, sambal kang kong , 2 x sting ray, hot plate to fu, salad you tiao and sambal sotong.. the only thing i can say is CHEAPPPPPPP.... SUPER CHEAPPPP.. sorry no picture... hahaha..

bah.. update agian next time.. will probably be busy till end of the month.. take cares...

suffering from imsonia..

i think im suffering from imsonia... now is 6am in the morning.. is not that i wake up early to go jogging or what.. i had not sleep from yesterday.. im physically tired..but i just cant fall asleep.. this had already bothering me for 2 mths.. at first i just think that i had use to go to bed late.. but time is like 2am then 3plus.. then 4am and now 6am.. im still awake...

may be im too stress of the coming exam and presentation?? i dont know.. should i consult a doctor?? i think i shuld if it continue again as my exam is in three weeks time..

i want to sleep....

consider cheating?

Not telling and telling different from the truth...

Consider in a relationship.. when the guy did something ,he didnt tell the girl.. but when the girl ask the guy will tell the truth.. is this still consider cheating?
i think is not.. not telling and telling different from the truth is two different thing..

i did something very worng yesterday.. i shouldnt have did it.. i cant forgive myself.. and i fell so sorry for her.. i was so emo all night.. till that i ask her for forgiveness..im fell better now.. im happi that she will forgive and understand what i had did.. but i cant forgive myself.. and so sorry to all my fren that had worry about that morning...

First time.

When you look at me, I haven’t say anything
You had already figured it out
I’m still not certain
I still haven’t filled your requests
Is it that I’m thinking too much..
..or that you are also avoiding?
If you’ve really chosen me
I’ll muster up the courage to accept
Unwittingly, my line of sight has begun to become evasive
The first time I said I loved you
Breathing was hard, my heart wouldn’t stop trembling
The first time I held your two hands
I lost my direction, didn’t know where am I going..
That’s the reason for us to be in love
That’s the two of us protecting each other
The first time I kiss you deeply
I wanted to be sober, but I became giddy.
The first time you lay down on my chest
We didn’t want to be apart
That was the first time I know what everlasting and unchanging meant
I love you

Stress lo..

4 Exam,2 assignment and 1 presentation... all come in at the same time.. stress man.. currently doing my first assigment.. lots of information to prepare.. lots of thing to read.. i really hope that our mind can just like computer..we just type type and click safe.. everything will be inside... that will be so good right..

today going out with friends..meet a new friend from brunei.. we have dinner together and we walk from esplanade to clack quay.. far? dunno.. we just walk.. haha.. purpose of walking so long distance is just because yi ping and aunty fang want to buy ice cream..

so tired today... i can feel that my shoulder is so pain and like very difficult to move.. tired but dun feel like sleeping..

exam coming in 5 weeks time.. jia you to me.. please finish my assigment and preparED my presentation 2 weeks before the exam..so i will have a bit time to study.. izzit poosible to study 40++ chapters in two weeks? around 3000 pages.. hmm. lets do the maths.. 3000 / 14 = 214.285. each day study 200++ pages.. sound easy.. hahha.. anyway.. i want to get a good grade this time.. wish me luck..

Where is My phone?

Arghhhhh.. i lost my phone.. is just a mth old lo.. so sad... inside got some memorable photo lo.. arghhhhhhh..... dunno which idiot took it... nvm...ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I need your love.

All I need is you and I can win any kind of fight so that I can defeat the darkness

I need your love.

It is only slipped a few more centimeters coincidence would become fate.

Because of that carefree happy voice of yours.

I get used to deep conversation and I’m drawn into them against my good judgment.

All I need is you, and I can go past even the farthest trails.

I’ll protect you until the end of time.

The water of the earth makes the transparent flowers bloom.

So that I can defeat the darkness.

I need your love.

Put into simple words.

Its just love.

New Book.

Today.. a very tired day... the day before i sleep at 4am but i woke up at 9 am..therefor i only having 5 hours sleep.. i went out at 1pm.. meet a friend at the gym.. but so lazy wo work out.. so just do some simple cycling and go use the sauna.. stay inside quite long.. when i was inside there is no one.. very quite.. then im start thinking.. what have i been doing for the pass 3 mths.. hmm.. basically nth.. today.. i knew her for 2 mths and 7 days.. on and off thinking of her while sweat coming out from all over my body.. then suddenly thought of my school exam.. will be coming in 7 weeks time.. and at the same time i got two assignment and 1 presentation to prepare which i only started a very little bit of them...

after that went shopping around in marina square then there is where i bought myself a book.. YES.. A book... the title is " Why Procrastinate? A Teenagers' guide to overcome Procrastination ".. ya bah.. i still teenager.. hahaha.. when i walk in to the book store.. i actually tell myself today i want to bring something back.. so i walk around.. flip flip..see see..look look.. finally.. this one..



Yes.. bought it at Times.. and it cost me $14.98.. althought it is small in size.. but i think it is worth the price if i can follow all the guide inside.. another reason i will buy this book is because inside there is some cartoons. so it wont be bored when u read comparing to those which contains only words...







i like this cartoon..haha..basically it is telling you to list down what you need to do and which one to do first.. that is what i owes do.. i always have a very nice to-do-list WITHOUT tick :(

After Times went MAC Donald have my fish burger while waiting for another two friend to join us.. after meeting them we went to play some pool/billiards... WAUU.. many ppl.. handsome, pretty, sexy, cute.. so many.. beside of our table is a couple.. the girl is so pretty.. good body figure, sweet smile, sexy.. i cant concentrate in my game..haha... even one of my girl's friend keep looking at her.. but for me i cant la.. cuz her bf is there..ahhahaha.. but she really pretty..

After finish a few game..we all have to walk very fast to the mrt station as our watch show 23.40.. but luckily we still able to catch the last train back.. i reach home at 1.30 cuz i still have to take bus after mrt.. today i totally exhausted.. After showering now im here updating blog..hehehe...

My to do list from tmr start:

1. study 3 hours or at least 1 each day and min know and understand everything in one chapter..( without miss a day ) this will be more than enough for my coming exam..

2. Spend 3 hours or min 2 to do assingment and prepare for presentation.. should can finish before the due that with at least a B if good.. hahah..

Fot this two mths ermm actualy one and 1/2... i only have to complete is two task.. can i? hope i can.. pls.. actually another one..

3. slim down.. hahaha.. at least 3 -5 kg la..pls.. now im 84Kg :(.. overweight by 10kg.. :(

Will update some of the things in my new book for you all to see.. ^^V

This few days keep missing her so much, and its start affecting my studies.. i know it cant be continue like that so i decide to tell her everythhing in my heart and no matter what is the reply i will accept.. so i decided to make a card for her and this is my first time making card wondering in the sationery shop dunno what to buy.. walk here and there and finally i got myself a pen knife, glue, ruler and some colour paper to make the card.. After completing the card, i put it in a box with the bottle of love , a card that i buy and also the letter that written everything in my heart..

today i went to her school withour telling in advance, her class ended at 5 so i reach the school one hour before and stand at the gate waiting for her.. after pass her the box, she go with her firend and i go myself.. an hour later she message me and say that she need to concentrate on the upcoming exam and dun want to have a relationship now.. I respect her decision..

after letting her know all this thing..i feel much more comfortable.. what i should do now is also concentrate on my up coming exam and assigmment.. at the same time i wish that we can keep in touch..

Its easy if you want.

Done!!

Im fat :(

this days i ate alots.. really cant control myself over eating.. yesterday me and 2 fren went eat seafood at newton food center.. everthing is ok except for the prawn.. its expensive and not so nice.. other was ok .. we eat till the max we can take in.. after that my stomach look so big.. look like pregant 5 mths. hahahha

then the next day went find her.. then we went to jurong east.. eat prata sausage..then after that mac cone ice cream.. then she told me not enough :( and want another prata sausage.. make me order another also.. so in total we ate 2 prata sausage + 1 cone ice cream. i full till the maxx oredi.. walk also slow.. she told me shes just nice. can take in one more prata sausage:( how can she eat so much.. if i dont see it myself i wont believe that she can eat so much.. cuz her size is so small lo.. tiny.. ahahhaha.. sighhhhh

then today..erm..should be yesterday..hahah.cuz over 12am.. my niece bday party.. then eat lots also... :(.. four day straight i eat so much lo... really so fat oredi:( tmr need to start exeercise.. hahaha..which i told myself everytime after i ate lots...

Bah. i of to bed liao.. o yea.. i won $50 when i play mahjong just now.. happy.. Night..

Labour day..

Today is Labour day.. Public holiday for many people.. I start my 1st of may having two fish burger + one big cup of ice lemon tea + fries @ mac. Watched Iron man.. The first time i watch a movie so late or to say early in the morning? Haha.. movie start at 1.30am(stated on the ticket) but when go in the preview and advert is like 20 min lo.. so the actual time start is 1.50am... the movie is nice la.. can watch... 2 hour movie.. therefore end at 3.50am.. then come out chit chat a bit.. 4am flag a cab and reach home 4.30am..

When reach home, take shower and sit in the living room. thinking of her agian.. I really miss her very much.. Althought im making myself look very busy, went out watching movie, eat. but i still cant get her out from my mind.. everything i see happening around i will link to her.. When i see couple holding hand , i will think of when can we like them hold hand and go shopping together. when i see family in the restaurant i will think of in the future, we will bring our kids out shopping together.. HAHAHHAHHAAH..so Stupid right..?Everyday im worry about her weather she eat her breakfast o not. How is she doing in school. weather she go home late at night. how is her day today.. so many more thing..

she is getting busy and busier.. so the chance for me to meet her is lesser.. so sad.. she is busy with her school work. should i at the same time concentrate on my study and do well aslo. i remember the first time when i say i want to chase her. she turn me down and ask me to concentrate on my study.. Yes i did.. after that i got my MCP.. with her motivation i really can study very hard... is this the power of love? may be..

May be i really need concentrate in my studies.. but without her motivation i feel so weak to move on.. really wish to keep in touch with her.. wish that she will be there listening to me when im stress. of cuz i also wish that she will talk to me when she is not happy or stress at school..so that we can motivate each other..

i know i cant hope much now as both of us need to study, but what i wish now is only that we can keep in touch.. thats all.. please dont avoid me girl.. i really do miss u alots.. :s

Sitting in the living room for 2 hours all thinking of her before went to bed at 7am.. sleep for few hour and wake up at 1 pm.. now still a bid dizzy.. but this is nothing compare the feeling of missing her.. heart is beating slow and heavy..

later tonight should i go out meet the same person again yesterday..spend money and eat lots.. thats the only way not to think of her so much.. hmm.. in planning.. ok.. i go sleep agian now.. later might go out meet them again.. sui sing zai jian. haha..

I placing her in first place..

this days where ever i go, what im doing i will think of her.. everytime when there is a sms or phone call i will wish to see her name appear on the screen if it is not i will fell emo for awhile. i will check my phone every ten min see weather there is a sms i missed and it might be her..this morning she sms me but the pharsing of her sms seem like she is "angry" at me. but i tell myself she is not.. so i just act happily and reply her.. no reply from her.. was moody for the next few hours.. hmm.. Izzit that i too concern about her that make her think thats im going to far??

The story start like this

On friday i read a news regarding a man raped a young girl and the place is somewhere where she is staying and i knew that she will be going home late on sat so i decided to send her home after her work at 10pm.. a few days before i ask weather she eat breakfast oredi when she otw to school. she told me that she was late to school the few days before all beacuse of breakfast so thats mean she skipped breakfast that day, so I bought a box of breakfast bar for her so that he dont have to skip her breakfast..

i bought apples and washed while waiting for her to finish her work.. we ate apples when on the way to the train.. when reach home, usually she will wait bus with me and she will walk home when i board the bus. althought the bus stop is just a min walk away from her house i insist to send her till her door step and see her walk in safetly.. im doing this because anything can happen anytime i just want to ensure that she went home safetly..

what i do..

1. Bought her breakfast bar
2. Bought her apple
3. send her till her door step

Because..

1. i don want her to skip breakfast
2. eating fruit is healthy and i think she had not eat much fruit
3. ensure she went home safetly

I really want to protect her... Hope im not going to far that scare her.. good bless me

Capability versus Opportunity

There is sometime when a very good opportunity is given to us but we missed. Why? Everyone is hoping that they will get a well paid job once they graduate. A degree holder wishes that they will get a $2k per month. A fresh graduate wish that they will have a higher post when they first work. All end up jobless. But is it possible? Yes, it is possible.

When some one offer you a job, when opportunity is given. The next thing to consider will be capability. Are you able to handle it? If you are just a fresh graduate, giving u a manager post and the salary u wish, are you able to complete your task? The answer is likely to be NO.

There is no free lunch in this world. All we need is hard work. Be able to do everything you boss assign to you anytime. When something critical arise in your workplace and need to solve it immediately. If you are the one who can do it, your boss will definitely have a very good impression on you.

Be able to do anything at anytime. Work from the basic, build up the knowledge. Dont run before you know how to walk. Dont ask how much you can get; ask yourself what you can give.

For me, i think capability is more important than opportunity. If you have the skill but do not have the opportunity, you got nothing to loss. If you dont have the skill but having the opportunity , you are lossing a chance, if you take the chance, you are risking yourself..

Got a new phone..

Got a new SE K810i yesterday. so happy.. actualy wanted the K850i one. but no budget la.. haha. so just got the K810i lo.. it come with a 3.2 mega pixel integrated camera.the k850i is 5.0 megapixel :( haha. i love the phone specailly the camera function... today went out buy some accesories for it..bought a silicon cover and a screen protetor both @ $5 each.. cheap?? dunno.. may be..haha

Today i spend around $30 on food.. thanks to that K.lun.. owes go out with him i will eat alots.. haizz..make my diet plan failed agian. went to watch Forbidden Kingdom with him.. the jacky chan and jet li movie.. hmmm.. their action is good but the story normal only lo... Movie take away $10 from my wallet.. damm.. really spend lots today... poor me..

This days i feel very weak..dunno why like that.. Im trying to adjust my time not to sleep so late and wake up earlier.. but ends up i sleep more late then b4..now is like i sleep one hour later and wake up one hour earlier..in total i sleep 2 hours lesser..i dun want this.. i wanted to sleep 3 hours earlier and wake up 3 hours earlier..

she again, the anonymous girl.. Haha.. These days everytime before i sleep i will spend like 15 min rolling on the bed thinking of her before i fall asleep and sometimes it will be like 30 mins i still awake.. thats will be when i dunno how is her day and when im worry about her... The first person who appear in my mind is also her when i wake up.. hmmm.. really miss her alots..Miss you girl.. HUgzz.

She went to an outing with her new school friend on saturday and went home the next day 4am.. i dunno why i did actually got a bit of angry at that moment of sec when i read the sms.. so i just reply ok.. hmmm.. i dun mean to be angry loo.. i just worry about her... and i got no reason to angry at her also.. who am i to angry at her for going back home late? Friend?? will it like going to far?? hmmm i dunno.. confuse :(.. i scare when i go to far she will advoid me.. haizz

I decided to take another exam the first week of next mth.. that will be the Comptia Security+ exam.. another certification to archive my MCSA. My target to archive that is end of this year.. Hope i can do it..IF can i hope that CCNA will also can be listed in my resume.. GOd Bless me.. ^^V

Promise to her...

1. I will study hard and do my best in my studies.
2. I will buy you a big bunch of flower next time.
3. whenever you need help,just tell me i will do my best to help you.
4. I will give both of us more time to understand each other...
5. I wont rush you into a relationship with me..
6.I will do my best to give you more promise..

Althought i cant give you much promise now but i will study hard, work hard so that i can give you more promise next time.. Trust me...

i bought a rose for her today...

Today me and her agian go shopping, of cuz there is other buddies around.. i went to the library in the afternoon to do some studies while waiting for her finish class...

when we meet, we just walk around at bugis and pass by a florist, actually yesterday i already think of want to buy her flower but i dunno to give what reason that i buy her flower so i just tell myself may be next time.. when at the florist he say..ehh got blue colour rose one ohh. * WINKK * chances come.. so i just walk to the girl and say i want one stalk.. finally , at last i still succesful buy her flowers.. ^^V

Izzit that all girls like to recieve flower? I hope so.. when i see her holding the flower walking around im so happy.. hope she really like it.. is the first time i gave a flower to girl that i wish to take care of her so much..

we went home at around ten and as usual i will send her home, just want to be with her a min more.. when reach her place. she usually will acc me waiting for bus to go back to the bus interchange.. at this time i owes will hope that the bus wont be coming so fast but at the same time i want her to go home rest earlier.. sad to see her tired face..

Today bought present for aunty fang also.. as she request she want a shoe and no pantang for both of us so bought her a pair of shoe for her happi bday..

Finally i decided to safe.. Not spending much anymore.. i will try my best not to spend on unnessary things and study hard.. no more procrastinate.. and will try improve my english.. hehe..

Some facts about guys.... Part III

1 Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

2 A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

3 Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

4 Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

5 Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

6 If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

7 Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

8 When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible

Finally after one year....

I'm very happy today... Guess what... HAHAHAHA... I finally passed my MCP exam.... After a week of hardwork i finally passed... YIPEEE, HURRAY, YEAHHHHH anything... hahhahaha... today the whole day you can see smile one my face after i come out from the exam center... you have to see it by yourself how happy am i today..words is hard to express my feeling..

The first thing i do when i come out from the exam center is to call Her to inform her that i passed my exam.. im really happy...after that i go to her school to find her eat lunch to celebrate..Na Li Zhi Dao we end up eating supper... hahahaha... is the first time im staying in SP for that long.. i think round 5 hours?? haha..when i go in the sun is still up there..but when i come out the moon is there already..

SP is really Huge.. walk around almost lost... haha. its take me long time to find her.. she is bringing her computer to do something dunno what the school ask them to do... then we think around 5 can go already then go eat something nice to celebrate.. then ends up till 7 o clock we still in the school.. everyone leave already.. only me her and 2 of other students + one technician is there...we left at aorund 8 plus.... Both of us very tired but luckily we manage to get a sit in the train..

We went to eat Sushi at causeway... she like sushi so much man...haha.. she can eat as much as me... after sushi i sended her home.. so tired both of us..but still can see smile on my face.. ^^V

Im really happy that i passed my exam today.. Its really give me more motivation to continue to do better.. and i have to thanks her also to give me motivation to go throught this exam.. Thanks agian girl... and thanks you to let me acc you today.. HAPPY...

Some facts about guys.... PART II

1.Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

2.A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

3.Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

4.Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

5.Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

6.When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

7.If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

8.If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

9.When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

10.When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

Tiring day...

Today im so happy that i can go shopping with her.. in the morning i meet her at at immigration as she need to do her student pass thing.. we stay at the ica for almost 2 hours as the que is very long.. not actually long but slow.. haha.. after that we went to bugis for shopping..she bought a jacket and a shoes + socks.. i didnt buy any cuz dunno what to buy... after that she say she want to go bank and eat kebab..

We walk all the way to pradize from bugis then we check what time the bank close.. looking at the door 5pm.. hmm still early... so we go enjoy our kebab... we both order roll beef each @ $5.50.. after eat eat eat.. we both finish together.. she actually eat fast..hahaha... the kebab is so delicous.. so we decided to have another one to share....ordered another one and cut into half.. so full after the kebab...

After the kebab we heading to SP. do some shopping.. but both of us was to tired so we just walk around with our tiring face... after a while shopping then we decide to go home but when reach the B2 she say " wah..still go so many shop here..bah.. lets walk one round".. there is where i spend $35 to bought two t-shirt... but quite nice la.. hehe... at this time out of sudden we remember that we forgot to go bank.. so we go to the nearest one which is st dhoby ghaut.. after to the bank i send her home and i go causeway to buy something... reach home about 6 plus.. so tiring. never been so tired for long time.. but im very happy today ...
exhausted rating is 10/10 but happy rating is 1000/10.... ^^V

Today actually i got done another thing that i should do it a year ago.. have been procrastinated for very long.. i finally book and register for my MCP exam... Will do my exam this coming monday.. wish me good luck.. ^^V

Define 命中注定....

如果你愛一個人，隨遇而安，讓她自由的飛，如果最後她還是回到你身邊, 那就是命中注定的.

I really in love..

Starting the first day i saw her.. The person i always think of before i went to bed is her and the first person i think of before opening my eye in the morning is also her.. If there is one question that i want to know about her but i dont have the answer i couldnt get a good sleep that night.most probably will be rolling one the bed for 2 to 3 hours.. when i saw her very close to her guy friend and thats make me jealous or both of them is boy and gf already??? i dont know...but i owes remind myself to be a gentlement.. they just very good friend.. :-) Everytime when i know i going to see her i will tell myself first not to do this and not to say that.. but owes failed to do so.... i know i had going to far and i feel that is start to avoid me abit???

is actually 7.30 am now but im here blogging... head is abit pain cuz might be yesterday i have drank too much.. i think today is the earliest day i woke up for the pass 3 years? hmm... actually there is something bothering me.. Yeah you right.. is Her.. the girl i in love with.. yesterday i actulally did tell her that i love her and say that i wanna take care of her.. and she just reply No.. how sad ist.. im not drunk at that time.. i drank lots but im 80% awake.. im really serious of what i say.. i really mean it.. i know that relationship cannot be rush.. rushing ususally not my pratice in love..but dunno why this time everything is like not in my control... i need her to know what im thinking.. but for her im going to far... im sorry...

After debating between me and myself.. i decided to give both of us time to know more about each other.. thats the only chances i have now.. what should i do now is study hard and get good results.. so that i can have a good career in the future and can give more promise to her..

wish me luck. ^^V

Believe love in first sight?

For the pass 10 years when i start understand what is love. i always disagree with love at the first sight.. i will always tell ppl that you cant love a person at the first second u see him/her.. may be yes BUT only at the first min.. or the first few hours.. or may be even for the first few days... then the felling will be slowly gone.. and you will find that you dont really like the person..

Actually im WRONG.. I have proofed myself wrong... love at first sight actually exist...

Some facts about guys....

1 Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)

2 Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3 Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4 Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him

5 Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.

6 Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

7 Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

8 Guys get jealous easily.

9 Guys are more emotional than they'd
like people to think.

10 Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

Early in the morning...

The family staying above me start the renovation work, woken up by those eeeee rrrrrrrr dududuududu ererererererrerererer annoying sound... HATE IT... but what to do... we are "neighbour"...

Yesterday went to watch Horton.. the story is about an elephant with a tiny speck of dust which he think that there is life on it.. Very nice cartoon.. Highly recommend.. The elephant is so cute, funny, adorable bla bla bla... haha... some part of the story is touching and some part is very funny... willl give a 4/5 rating for it..

WhEN I say I love YOu.. I REally mean it..

让我爱你，照顾你，保护你好吗? 不用很久。。。一辈子就够了。。

I found something..

It is not the right way to change yourself because you love him or you want him to love you.Because if he love you he wouldnt want you to change yourself. just be who you are, if you end up becoming a totally different person, you will not be happy..

holiday...

Holiday started..HURRAY..Hahahahah..

new gadget...

last week at the IT show bought myself a 'green' colour samsung mp3 player.. why grenn? cuz i like to be extraordinary.. saw many ppl using white black pink blue... the sales girl told me that green colour not much ppl buy, so at last i decide to buy the green one. come with one silicon protector, samsung earphone, ac adapter. another thing i bough was ram, 1GB for my laptop.. now total got 2 GB. today added another thing in the list "Microsoft Wireless laser desktop 6000".. WAOOO... currently typing this blog using my new keybard... bery nice to use..highly recommend.. the only con is the receiver is the big oval not so ugly one.. guess how much.. i wont tell you.. i bought it at 45% cheaper than the market price.. why so cheap? bid one lo.. brand new OK...

在你心中有这样的一个人吗？.

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
　
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。.

不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。.

他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。


你宁愿这样关心他， 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？


很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。也是可惜，也是遗憾！但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . .

my first blog..

This is my first time writing a blog. let me introduce myself. Im a Magician, i solve peoples realtionship problem. i make sad people become happy , happy ppl become happpier. many people come to me to share their sadness and happiness. No matter you are sad , happy, lonely or anything come, talk to me. i'm a magician.

if you want to chat with me you can add me at
magicianz_@hotmail.com

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