Love at first sight...

Monday, April 28, 2008

I placing her in first place..

this days where ever i go, what im doing i will think of her.. everytime when there is a sms or phone call i will wish to see her name appear on the screen if it is not i will fell emo for awhile. i will check my phone every ten min see weather there is a sms i missed and it might be her..this morning she sms me but the pharsing of her sms seem like she is "angry" at me. but i tell myself she is not.. so i just act happily and reply her.. no reply from her.. was moody for the next few hours.. hmm.. Izzit that i too concern about her that make her think thats im going to far??

The story start like this

On friday i read a news regarding a man raped a young girl and the place is somewhere where she is staying and i knew that she will be going home late on sat so i decided to send her home after her work at 10pm.. a few days before i ask weather she eat breakfast oredi when she otw to school. she told me that she was late to school the few days before all beacuse of breakfast so thats mean she skipped breakfast that day, so I bought a box of breakfast bar for her so that he dont have to skip her breakfast..

i bought apples and washed while waiting for her to finish her work.. we ate apples when on the way to the train.. when reach home, usually she will wait bus with me and she will walk home when i board the bus. althought the bus stop is just a min walk away from her house i insist to send her till her door step and see her walk in safetly.. im doing this because anything can happen anytime i just want to ensure that she went home safetly..

what i do..

1. Bought her breakfast bar
2. Bought her apple
3. send her till her door step


1. i don want her to skip breakfast
2. eating fruit is healthy and i think she had not eat much fruit
3. ensure she went home safetly

I really want to protect her... Hope im not going to far that scare her.. good bless me

Friday, April 25, 2008

Capability versus Opportunity

There is sometime when a very good opportunity is given to us but we missed. Why? Everyone is hoping that they will get a well paid job once they graduate. A degree holder wishes that they will get a $2k per month. A fresh graduate wish that they will have a higher post when they first work. All end up jobless. But is it possible? Yes, it is possible.

When some one offer you a job, when opportunity is given. The next thing to consider will be capability. Are you able to handle it? If you are just a fresh graduate, giving u a manager post and the salary u wish, are you able to complete your task? The answer is likely to be NO.

There is no free lunch in this world. All we need is hard work. Be able to do everything you boss assign to you anytime. When something critical arise in your workplace and need to solve it immediately. If you are the one who can do it, your boss will definitely have a very good impression on you.

Be able to do anything at anytime. Work from the basic, build up the knowledge. Dont run before you know how to walk. Dont ask how much you can get; ask yourself what you can give.

For me, i think capability is more important than opportunity. If you have the skill but do not have the opportunity, you got nothing to loss. If you dont have the skill but having the opportunity , you are lossing a chance, if you take the chance, you are risking yourself..

Monday, April 21, 2008

Got a new phone..

Got a new SE K810i yesterday. so happy.. actualy wanted the K850i one. but no budget la.. haha. so just got the K810i lo.. it come with a 3.2 mega pixel integrated camera.the k850i is 5.0 megapixel :( haha. i love the phone specailly the camera function... today went out buy some accesories for it..bought a silicon cover and a screen protetor both @ $5 each.. cheap?? dunno.. may be..haha

Today i spend around $30 on food.. thanks to that K.lun.. owes go out with him i will eat alots.. haizz..make my diet plan failed agian. went to watch Forbidden Kingdom with him.. the jacky chan and jet li movie.. hmmm.. their action is good but the story normal only lo... Movie take away $10 from my wallet.. damm.. really spend lots today... poor me..

This days i feel very weak..dunno why like that.. Im trying to adjust my time not to sleep so late and wake up earlier.. but ends up i sleep more late then is like i sleep one hour later and wake up one hour total i sleep 2 hours lesser..i dun want this.. i wanted to sleep 3 hours earlier and wake up 3 hours earlier..

she again, the anonymous girl.. Haha.. These days everytime before i sleep i will spend like 15 min rolling on the bed thinking of her before i fall asleep and sometimes it will be like 30 mins i still awake.. thats will be when i dunno how is her day and when im worry about her... The first person who appear in my mind is also her when i wake up.. hmmm.. really miss her alots..Miss you girl.. HUgzz.

She went to an outing with her new school friend on saturday and went home the next day 4am.. i dunno why i did actually got a bit of angry at that moment of sec when i read the sms.. so i just reply ok.. hmmm.. i dun mean to be angry loo.. i just worry about her... and i got no reason to angry at her also.. who am i to angry at her for going back home late? Friend?? will it like going to far?? hmmm i dunno.. confuse :(.. i scare when i go to far she will advoid me.. haizz

I decided to take another exam the first week of next mth.. that will be the Comptia Security+ exam.. another certification to archive my MCSA. My target to archive that is end of this year.. Hope i can do it..IF can i hope that CCNA will also can be listed in my resume.. GOd Bless me.. ^^V

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Promise to her...

1. I will study hard and do my best in my studies.
2. I will buy you a big bunch of flower next time.
3. whenever you need help,just tell me i will do my best to help you.
4. I will give both of us more time to understand each other...
5. I wont rush you into a relationship with me..
6.I will do my best to give you more promise..

Althought i cant give you much promise now but i will study hard, work hard so that i can give you more promise next time.. Trust me...

Monday, April 14, 2008

i bought a rose for her today...

Today me and her agian go shopping, of cuz there is other buddies around.. i went to the library in the afternoon to do some studies while waiting for her finish class...

when we meet, we just walk around at bugis and pass by a florist, actually yesterday i already think of want to buy her flower but i dunno to give what reason that i buy her flower so i just tell myself may be next time.. when at the florist he say..ehh got blue colour rose one ohh. * WINKK * chances come.. so i just walk to the girl and say i want one stalk.. finally , at last i still succesful buy her flowers.. ^^V

Izzit that all girls like to recieve flower? I hope so.. when i see her holding the flower walking around im so happy.. hope she really like it.. is the first time i gave a flower to girl that i wish to take care of her so much..

we went home at around ten and as usual i will send her home, just want to be with her a min more.. when reach her place. she usually will acc me waiting for bus to go back to the bus interchange.. at this time i owes will hope that the bus wont be coming so fast but at the same time i want her to go home rest earlier.. sad to see her tired face..

Today bought present for aunty fang also.. as she request she want a shoe and no pantang for both of us so bought her a pair of shoe for her happi bday..

Finally i decided to safe.. Not spending much anymore.. i will try my best not to spend on unnessary things and study hard.. no more procrastinate.. and will try improve my english.. hehe..

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Some facts about guys.... Part III

1 Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

2 A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

3 Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

4 Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

5 Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

6 If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

7 Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

8 When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible

Monday, April 07, 2008

Finally after one year....

I'm very happy today... Guess what... HAHAHAHA... I finally passed my MCP exam.... After a week of hardwork i finally passed... YIPEEE, HURRAY, YEAHHHHH anything... hahhahaha... today the whole day you can see smile one my face after i come out from the exam center... you have to see it by yourself how happy am i today..words is hard to express my feeling..

The first thing i do when i come out from the exam center is to call Her to inform her that i passed my exam.. im really happy...after that i go to her school to find her eat lunch to celebrate..Na Li Zhi Dao we end up eating supper... hahahaha... is the first time im staying in SP for that long.. i think round 5 hours?? haha..when i go in the sun is still up there..but when i come out the moon is there already..

SP is really Huge.. walk around almost lost... haha. its take me long time to find her.. she is bringing her computer to do something dunno what the school ask them to do... then we think around 5 can go already then go eat something nice to celebrate.. then ends up till 7 o clock we still in the school.. everyone leave already.. only me her and 2 of other students + one technician is there...we left at aorund 8 plus.... Both of us very tired but luckily we manage to get a sit in the train..

We went to eat Sushi at causeway... she like sushi so much man...haha.. she can eat as much as me... after sushi i sended her home.. so tired both of us..but still can see smile on my face.. ^^V

Im really happy that i passed my exam today.. Its really give me more motivation to continue to do better.. and i have to thanks her also to give me motivation to go throught this exam.. Thanks agian girl... and thanks you to let me acc you today.. HAPPY...

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Some facts about guys.... PART II

1.Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

2.A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

3.Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

4.Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

5.Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

6.When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

7.If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

8.If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

9.When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

10.When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

Tiring day...

Today im so happy that i can go shopping with her.. in the morning i meet her at at immigration as she need to do her student pass thing.. we stay at the ica for almost 2 hours as the que is very long.. not actually long but slow.. haha.. after that we went to bugis for shopping..she bought a jacket and a shoes + socks.. i didnt buy any cuz dunno what to buy... after that she say she want to go bank and eat kebab..

We walk all the way to pradize from bugis then we check what time the bank close.. looking at the door 5pm.. hmm still early... so we go enjoy our kebab... we both order roll beef each @ $5.50.. after eat eat eat.. we both finish together.. she actually eat fast..hahaha... the kebab is so delicous.. so we decided to have another one to share....ordered another one and cut into half.. so full after the kebab...

After the kebab we heading to SP. do some shopping.. but both of us was to tired so we just walk around with our tiring face... after a while shopping then we decide to go home but when reach the B2 she say " wah..still go so many shop here..bah.. lets walk one round".. there is where i spend $35 to bought two t-shirt... but quite nice la.. hehe... at this time out of sudden we remember that we forgot to go bank.. so we go to the nearest one which is st dhoby ghaut.. after to the bank i send her home and i go causeway to buy something... reach home about 6 plus.. so tiring. never been so tired for long time.. but im very happy today ...
exhausted rating is 10/10 but happy rating is 1000/10.... ^^V

Today actually i got done another thing that i should do it a year ago.. have been procrastinated for very long.. i finally book and register for my MCP exam... Will do my exam this coming monday.. wish me good luck.. ^^V