I placing her in first place..

this days where ever i go, what im doing i will think of her.. everytime when there is a sms or phone call i will wish to see her name appear on the screen if it is not i will fell emo for awhile. i will check my phone every ten min see weather there is a sms i missed and it might be her..this morning she sms me but the pharsing of her sms seem like she is "angry" at me. but i tell myself she is not.. so i just act happily and reply her.. no reply from her.. was moody for the next few hours.. hmm.. Izzit that i too concern about her that make her think thats im going to far??

The story start like this

On friday i read a news regarding a man raped a young girl and the place is somewhere where she is staying and i knew that she will be going home late on sat so i decided to send her home after her work at 10pm.. a few days before i ask weather she eat breakfast oredi when she otw to school. she told me that she was late to school the few days before all beacuse of breakfast so thats mean she skipped breakfast that day, so I bought a box of breakfast bar for her so that he dont have to skip her breakfast..

i bought apples and washed while waiting for her to finish her work.. we ate apples when on the way to the train.. when reach home, usually she will wait bus with me and she will walk home when i board the bus. althought the bus stop is just a min walk away from her house i insist to send her till her door step and see her walk in safetly.. im doing this because anything can happen anytime i just want to ensure that she went home safetly..

what i do..

1. Bought her breakfast bar
2. Bought her apple
3. send her till her door step

Because..

1. i don want her to skip breakfast
2. eating fruit is healthy and i think she had not eat much fruit
3. ensure she went home safetly

I really want to protect her... Hope im not going to far that scare her.. good bless me