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heh everyone... i know is a long time im not here.. hehehe.. was very busy.. hmm.. not so busy also la.. is just a bit lazy to blog.. 3 week of school liao.. this term abit busy with the school assigment.. cuz is a big one.. i need to do the design, planning and implementation myself.... big project..tough work.. need to read and write alots of thing which i hate.. but i have to...

recently dunno why i like found that many pretty girls around.. haha.where ever i go can see a few girl of my type.. go school.. in the bus in the train.. all around..hmm.. for the pass 2 years where am i ? hahaha.. sometimes i thing i really stress myself too much.. really need a break.. dun give myself so much pressure.. have a relax life.. look around there is many more beautiful thing...

im 23 next mth... looking back what i have done.. nth.. nth.. i got nth... for the pass five years what i have archive? nth.. i have wasted 5 years agian... looking forward for another 5 years.. where will i be.. who will i be at that time? i really dunno.. graduating from adv dip at the end of the year only if i pass all my module.. very stress... i just not that type of studying quality.. i dun like to study.. but i have to.. i know that study is important.. im owes doing it with the mood of i dont like.. i had try many times that trying to fall im love with the books.. i just cant.. hope i can pass all my module and get out of school soon.. after that will be another stage of my life.. work..

Money can let you have anything but not everything... is money important? How much is enough? How much you need in order not to worry anything till the day u die? 1 Million? 5 Million ? 10 Million ? or 1 Billion? is that human nature when then have something they will want more? remember that i watch a video.. the person say that.. when there is money in your pocket.. is that your money? when u die.. the money you no use.. is not yours.. you just a slave that protecting the money.. when you buy a watch for your friend and your friend tell his friend that the watch is you buy for him de.. then that watch is belong to you.. cuz is you buy de.. quite meaningful i think..

And why we human always like to buy 'burden'.. sometimes ppl bought a new car and after a year the plastic is still there.. why ? when the kids step on the cushion he will shout at the kids.. why ? we buy a car to comfort us.. but it seems like we are comforting the car.. is just like u buy a pen.. what is the different of using a mont blanc and a pilot? both can write right... when u lost ur pilot.. u will just say where is my pen and just buy a new one lo..but when u lost ur mont blanc.. u will emo for few days.. are we buying " burden " ?

recently i owes hope that i can strike TOTO or the singapore sweep.. hahahha.. and start planning how to use the money.. $2 200 000 leh.. waooo.. i will put $2 000 000 in the bank and get interest.. and it is enough for me to survive and spend the $200 000 buy car, go travel.. bla bla bla.. nonsense.. ok wake up...

Lastly next month is my birthday.. olympic in china.. ^^V